[My infant Days, my Childhood past]
My infant Days, my Childhood past,
And time is travelling on in haste,
It flies with every Breath;
Think, O my Soul, while yet it lasts,
Art thou prepar’d for Death?
Follies and trifles light as air
From day to day my heart ensnare,
And tempt away my Soul
From all that’s worthy good and fair,
Far as the distant pole.
Then I reflect with shame and pain
And strive to shun yet strive in vain,
The alluring, guilty toys;
Desiring, longing to obtain
A taste of far nobler Joys.
May powerful Grace in Mercy shine
On this rebellious Heart of mine,
And shew my feet the road,
The living Way, the Path divine
To Happiness and God.
I’d fix my Hope and trust alone
On Jesus’ Blood who died t’ attone
For Sin, surprizing Grace
That God should give his only Son
To save a wretched Race.
O could I see my Int’rest clear
In that rich blood, no more I’d fear
To drop this feeble Clay
But yield to Death without a fear
And joyful hail the day.
Text: Timothy Whelan, gen. ed., Nonconformist Women Writers, 8 vols. (London: Pickering & Chatto, 2011), vol. 4, pp. 131-32; MS, Steele Collection, STE 10/2, Angus Library, Regent's Park College, Oxford.